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You = I [Raw]
04:19
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I'm going to battle, with the one in the mirror
I fear that I'm not gonna win, still not enough reasons to give in
And you might sit here and wonder: Why should I even bother?
Well, you don't have to, if you don't want to
But the way I deal with myself I'm gonna deal with you, too
Once again I've come to get to know a worse part of me
It was roaming in space, but I didn't dare to foresee
I just hope this is a necessary step on my way
Or did I once again fall for another cliche?
Lost in thought again, she forces me to breath water and says:
A drowning man can't learn how to swim
So take a deep breath, fill your lungs with water
And don't struggle it'll only make things harder
Maybe you'll know, maybe you'll know how I feel within
“You're so special, you're so full of contradictions”
Does she mean that in a good sense?
I've...tried to explain but nothing mattered
The jar has shattered
I cannot grasp it, I feel quite unsettled
Is it only me, that is to blame again for the pain?
Has there ever been an easy way out of such a scenario?
So if you want to see me drown…
Why the fuck are you still around?
To get the best view, I guess?
A drowning girl can't learn how to swim
So she takes a deep breath, fills her lungs with water
She doesn't struggle, to not make things harder
'Cause now I know, now I know…
I take your hand, you drag me down
You take my hand, I drag you down
Into a sea of thought...
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Feeling, betrayed and back-stabbed
Wondering when that dream did die
Looking back, see all the trust he grabbed
But looking forward, you start to fly
Do you remember the words he said before he left?
“Pack all of your bags and then go...go”
Now that you've got some distance from the treacherous shore
Out in the open, you wonder what was it that he had sworn?
Though he said, that he wanted, it was never enough
For he had not yet learned how to love himself
You had to leave all behind to realize
Love has always been in front of your eyes
You cannot say that this came as a surprise
In fact you feared it would become reality
That's why you caged him, in hopes he would not escape
But in fact that's how he wanted it to be
Even if he begged, if he said he's sorry
That he would never had dared to imagine he could hurt you that much
It's just going to drip off like tears from a flourishing leaf
You would look at him, half aware, half not there
And finally say that it's probably better if you went your separate ways
You cannot take him back
Some boxes you just don't want to unpack
Wake up and fly
Wake up and fly
Why take a boat when you can fly?
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Sea of Thought [Raw]
03:57
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Am I the one who's weak, am I the one who's meek?
I guess that we keep this a secret,
hidden under clothes and dust and rust and bones and everything you want to
'Cause you've got to, get rid of me, why can't you see?
And I can't feel you, no I can't feel you here
I fear I'm fading, 'cause I can't feel myself
But would you tell me how you do?
I feel we're going down, down
I feel we're going down, down
I fear we're going nowhere..except to drown
I see us now with our bodies scattered on the open water
Death, is all around us while our boat is torn to pieces, sun is smirking and
I drown in a sea of thought, no you, drown in a sea of thought
We drag us down, into a sea of thought...a sea of thought
Am I the one who's meek am I the one who's weak?
I guess that I can't keep it a secret no longer
But I thought I was stronger...no
Here I go again making it all about me when it should be 'bout you, so I ask you
How do you do?
Does fall help you, get over me, do you shake me off like rotten leaves?
Do you see my face in puddles as you walk by?
Did you think that something missed when we said goodbye?
And I can't feel you, no I can't feel you here
I fear I'm failing, 'cause I can't cope with myself,
But would you tell me how you do?
I feel we're going down, down
I feel we're going down, down
I fear we're going nowhere..except to drown
When you look at what we've done and what we've become
Are you proud now?
I think there's nothing to be proud of, the way it ended
Everything that we've been through it seems you have forgotten
I might be dead inside, but you are rotten
This seems to be the easy way out…
I fear this is the easy way out...
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4. |
Fade [Demo]
04:43
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You look like you're asleep
It's the same old story
As soon as someone's gone, we realise
There's so much we could have done
But when they're dead, we can't tell it to them
Standing at the bow, you must have been a sight
So full of pride
All the things that you've seen
Yes, you've had a life
Now, do you embrace the light?
It's hard for me to grasp
Staring into an abyss
It's starting right back
You've started out as a ripple
'Cause someone threw a stone
At your prime you've been a mighty wave
Now that your strength has left you
All you do is fade
So sad but true, you've started to fade
Though your strength has left you
Your death, you see, it moves us
As soon as you've gone, I've started to realise
That I never really knew you, after all this time
My body starts to tremble, I think I cry
I wasn't hard to grasp
Misery-current got me...the current got me
So many words unsaid, so many things undone
I could have held your hand, but now it doesn't matter
Funny enough, now I feel anger
But there's no one to blame
Along come instability and death of empathy
And more, I've left myself open
All of this just 'cause something refuses to let go
Something refuses to let go...
I have to learn how to let go
I have to let go
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5. |
Fade [+Instruments]
04:45
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You look like you're asleep
It's the same old story
As soon as someone's gone, we realise
There's so much we could have done
But when they're dead, we can't tell it to them
Standing at the bow, you must have been a sight
So full of pride
All the things that you've seen
Yes, you've had a life
Now, do you embrace the light?
It's hard for me to grasp
Staring into an abyss
It's starting right back
You've started out as a ripple
'Cause someone threw a stone
At your prime you've been a mighty wave
Now that your strength has left you
All you do is fade
So sad but true, you've started to fade
Though your strength has left you
Your death, you see, it moves us
As soon as you've gone, I've started to realise
That I never really knew you, after all this time
My body starts to tremble, I think I cry
I wasn't hard to grasp
Misery-current got me...the current got me
So many words unsaid, so many things undone
I could have held your hand, but now it doesn't matter
Funny enough, now I feel anger
But there's no one to blame
Along come instability and death of empathy
And more, I've left myself open
All of this just 'cause something refuses to let go
Something refuses to let go...
I have to learn how to let go
I have to let go
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